| Wednesday, October 7th, 2009 |
| 1:00 am |
Is There a Doctor in the House?
so i was lying in bed trying to sleep as usual. and as i was lying there i felt something in my heart break. i mean literally. it was like something in my heart had cracked. and it was very painful. i managed to sleep after gritting my teeth and slowly maneuvering to make the pain disappear and find a comfortable position. but the pain is starting to come back right now. i hope this is all just from stress piling up and nothing serious physically. Current Mood: sore |
| Saturday, June 20th, 2009 |
| 1:15 pm |
I Told You I Would Stay
my goodness june is over halfway over. when did this happen. i got a new phone yesterday. and its pretty. good stuff. grizzly bear is also pretty. two weeks. lullaby. knife. ooo gorgeous. Current Mood: calm |
| Wednesday, May 27th, 2009 |
| 11:50 am |
Cut Me, Mick
surgery time today. i hope everything goes all right. Current Mood: okay |
| Friday, March 20th, 2009 |
| 9:00 pm |
First Day of Spring
i forgot it was today until one of the workers at 24 made mention of it to me. its a little weird. the transition into spring was more than apparent since the pollen got to my head. still things seem to go by so quickly. how did spring get here so soon? well theres a chance of rain tomorrow. i like the fact the sun has been here but i really want some rain. heres hoping. what the heck happened to blockbusters prices? five dollars for a new rental. i like the fact that older movies are only a dollar (or something like that) but its killing the movie watching vibe i was intending on diving into with my dad tonight. i am increasingly filled with relief that one of my finals is done and over with. now to figure out what classes to take. Current Mood: contemplative |
| Friday, January 30th, 2009 |
| 5:00 pm |
More Taste, Fine Tobacco!
maybe this is why smoking became so popular: its a pity such a great jingle was wasted on cigarettes. still i love this song! Current Mood: *to a smoker, it's a kent!* |
| Saturday, January 17th, 2009 |
| 12:45 pm |
I Ordered 200 Oxen
another reason for me to love having sprint service: Current Mood: amused |
| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008 |
| 1:20 pm |
What a Cast!
boy was i feeling just AWFUL last night. for reasons that have been stated here several times already. i literally spent half of the rehearsal sitting in the lobby and just crying my eyes out. but thank goodness for this cast and crew. i have made some awesome more-than-acquaintences here and a lot of them have been really nice and supportive and comforting. i needed that a lot. not to mention the sugar from tgifridays last night. and especially many thanks to tinasu for letting me let out just a little of my pent up anger. i still feel awful but its definitely not as bad as yesterday. i can probably get through the show today. i dont know if i can say the same about tomorrow but fortunately tomorrow is just a sing through with the orchestra so hopefully itll be fine. im going to be in need of some major distractions tomorrow though to be sure. man i hope i dont start crying again. |
| Wednesday, August 20th, 2008 |
| 11:30 pm |
That's What I'm Talking About!
tonight was the night where it all really started to come together. this was the night where it all because more clear. it was like magic having it all connect in the crazy way it did. of course it wasnt absolutely perfect. but we were all working very hard and we felt it and it worked. man if it all goes up from here we are going to be awesome! moments like tonight make me want to do this for the rest of my life. and i am so tired i might actually sleep early. Current Mood: exhausted |
| Tuesday, February 19th, 2008 |
| 1:55 pm |
Peanut Butter Movie Time!
so i know only a few people read this anyway but oh well. i got this from paulina and it actually sounds kind of fun in addition to being a time filler. (paulina is probably the only one who will notice i deleted number six of the meme since i wont work with it anyway.) 1. Pick 15 of your favourite movies. 2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie. 3. Post them here for everyone to guess. 4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie. (eh i may or may not do this since only a few people read my lj anyway but oh well.) 5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions. (and NO CHEATING BY CHECKING MY FACEBOOK FOR A LIST OF SOME OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES EITHER!) 1. A: Drop the blade and let the bird go. 2. A: Excuse me, bra. B: You're excused, and I'm not your bra! 3. A: Hey, it's a thingie! A fiendish thingie! 4. A: Hey, that sounds like Creed. B: I never thought I'd be happy to hear anything that sounds like Creed. 5. A: Holy S-H-I-T! 6. A: I ain't crazy and I ain't a guy. 7. A: It's all right. The sea of raging hormones has ebbed. 8. A: It's cozier, isn't it? Boy, girl, boy, girl. 9. A: Oh! Frankenstein! B: Yeah, I used to go out with his sister. A: His sister? B: Yeah, Phyllis. 10. A: We got to lighten up. We're 17. B: Do you feel 17? C: I don't feel 17. 11. A: We must storm the place. B: You storm. I'll stay here and drizzle. 12. A: We need Kate, and we need Leo. And we need them now. 13. A: What if I were in a coma, and the doc says, "One more day?" B: I'd throw you into the ocean... Shock therapy. 14. A: You have options, man. B: Yeah, jail or Canada - and they both suck! 15. A: You scared? B: You suicidal? A: Only in the morning. and now im going to get a little more exercise in and perhaps a bit of food too. perhaps later on ill do some more writing while watching number 12 before svu tonight. Current Mood: tired |
| Tuesday, December 25th, 2007 |
| 9:11 am |
Birthmas Time!
the moment is here down to the minute. im now 22. and its christmas too. i hope my dad likes his gift from me. haha it should keep him glued to his chair for the next week or two. but im still sick! in fact i feel worse than before. however whats been helpful is tom isnt here yet! (hope i didnt jinx it!) he probably had a little consideration for my illness and thought i was suffering enough. anyway the disneyworld christmas parade is keeping me distracted along with a cup of cocoa. yay birthmas. looks like im spending this one resting in bed. happy christmas all. Current Mood: yay birthday |
| Sunday, November 11th, 2007 |
| 12:00 pm |
Happy Remembrance Day, Canada and UK
it looks like im giving my talk in sacrament today as well as my lesson in relief society. and on top of that i got a phone call this morning and turns out im meeting with the stake president after church. should be craziness. well id better get ready for it all. oh and i totally found the across the universe soundtrack at best buy and it only cost around thirteen dollars for all the songs from the movie so thats looking pretty appealing (the soundtrack with 16 songs cost around twelve dollars so considering id get twice as many songs for a dollar more is tempting). but i dont think i should buy it. after all i still have my awesome burned copy of the songs from the movie i did want a copy of. and i kind of need my money. ooo and i watched edward scissorhands a few days ago and its a really sweet movie. i dont know why i was so scared of it prior to seeing it. johnny depp is so adorable as edward. man hes an awesome actor. only makes me more excited about him playing sweeney todd! unless he cant sing. then ill be disappointed. but if sondheim was satisfied with his performance then heres hoping it wont be all that disappointing. and last night was kind of a rough night. but thank goodness its a new day! Current Mood: relieved |
| Monday, October 8th, 2007 |
| 10:10 am |
Oh Oh Oh I'm a Tumor
im getting my surgery in a few hours. im really nervous but its moreso about the result of the so-called tumor growing in me. i really hope its nothing serious. ideally id like it to be an xray fluke and truly be nothing at all but i shouldnt try to be that optimistic. im just hoping itll be all right. it will be all right. all it needs is removal and its all good. Current Mood: nervous |
| Thursday, September 13th, 2007 |
| 11:30 pm |
I'm a Melting Pot
im not eating anything for the next month. ryan and i had talked here and there about going to dinner at the blue bayou before i left but i told him it probably couldnt happen because there most likely wouldnt be any reservations available. he called and turns out there werent any available. so then i joked that we would just have to go to the melting pot which i have constantly brought up with him before but not seriously because i know fondue places are way expensive and mostly i would just bring it up cause i liked the name and the fact it serves fondue. so then he replied by saying he was all for it tonight. i called to check if he was totally serious because i was joking after all but yeah he was seriously up for it. so he got us a reservation at 8:00 pm. we got there at 8:00 and it was pretty much the longest dinner ever. but holy fudgemuffins it was amazing. the spinach artichoke cheese dip and the caesar salad and the mojo (apparently pronounced "moho"? or was it "moyo"? oh well) and thank goodness we both dont like fish! and the chocolate dip with the crumbed marshmallows and cheesecake and bananas and strawberries and and. oh man we ate so much it was crazy. better that dinner lasted as long as it did otherwise we probably couldnt have eaten as much. it was way awesome. its all good. Current Mood: full |
| Monday, September 10th, 2007 |
| 2:30 pm |
Here Comes the Fall (Do Do Do Do)
summer is almost over. its been awesome in so many ways. im leaving in about a week. its weird to think im going back so soon. one week left to celebrate summer. and i totally found episodes of ghostwriter on youtube. talk about tripping down memory lane. Current Mood: contemplative |
| Sunday, September 2nd, 2007 |
| 1:30 am |
More of the Happiest Place on Earth
i hung out there with ryan and liz at disneyland tonight. we watched the fireworks show which i cant get enough of. after the fireworks we thought about going to the finding nemo ride but wound up going to the buzz lightyear ride. there was a band playing in the tomorrowland terrace area so we checked them out after the ride when they were performing the killers somebody told me (the drummer was doing the singing which was way awesome and made me totally happy). then we went on space mountain. and once we got out of the ride we went on again. the park was closed when we got out the second time so we did a little browsing around main street and relaxed on the fire truck in the fire station and all that fun stuff. and that called it a night. two hours at disneyland. its all good. oh and this guy in the store by the buzz lightyear ride told ryan he thought i was hot. yeah it was random but oh well. Current Mood: groggy |
| Monday, May 28th, 2007 |
| 4:30 pm |
Guy Love Between Two Guys
my dad is awesome. apparently he was channel surfing and "saw these two guys on scrubs singing to each other" and thought it was weird. oh gosh its great. hilarious. Current Mood: amused |
| Wednesday, November 15th, 2006 |
| 11:40 pm |
Beatlecrazed
so many beatles songs that speak my feelings. good feelings and and bad. i slept badly last night. regardless im feeling fine for other reasons i need not go into right now. i just want to feel this good all the time. listen do you want to know a secret do you promise not to tell closer... i am excited at the possibility of going to disneyland again this friday. living is easy with eyes closed misunderstanding all you see its getting hard to be someone but it all works out it doesnt matter much to me... i am less excited about thanksgiving in a way. i dont know who ill be with or where ill be spending my time. and someone i was looking forward to seeing on thanksgiving hasnt spoken of it so its made me sad. everywhere people stare each and every day i can see them laugh at me and i hear them say hey youve got to hide your love away... happy ides of november. Current Mood: mellow |
| Wednesday, November 8th, 2006 |
| 12:40 am |
Crazy Socal Drivers
"maybe its a sign..."--dather "yeah its a sign that socal people cant drive."--me i got into a car accident tonight. well technically the giant dodge truck that hit me got into an accident. but whatever. its still sore. i got a letter in the mail today. i was really happy to read it. it made this day (actually the past two days) just a little bit brighter. and i cant wait for the next letter. but my head/neck/shoulder/upper back hurts. so i need a drink. Current Mood: sore |
| Monday, October 9th, 2006 |
| 11:40 am |
Unmotivated
i have class in less than half an hour. i lack the motivation to go. i feel sick. Current Mood: not well |
| Monday, September 11th, 2006 |
| 12:10 am |
Five Years Ago
i watched united 93 tonight. i probably shouldnt have cause im just a tad terrified again but oh well that was my bad. in any case it was better than flight 93. it looked more realistic. so powerful though. espcially considering its 9/11 now. weird to think that it happened five years ago. sometimes it feels like it was just yesterday. i think maybe if we could remind ourselves of what happened five years ago we'd remember what we're doing now. or maybe not. today was a long day. its been a long week. and this week will probably be even longer. hopefully. actually that would be nice. Current Mood: scared |